.✶Mission Statement✶.

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⋆⋅☆I have had an issue my whole life of craving to be understood but lacking the ability to create understanding. From moving from the Netherlands

around age eight, learning English on a military base in Germany, and moving to Utah at 12. I have struggled with social anxieties, which made it hard to make and navigate close connections with others. To crave something you're terrified of. From this and hitting one of my lowest lows, I started to really write and begin my book. At the death of all meaning, did I start carving the idea of my own with ink from my passion for hope? Hope showed me the chances of it going well, rather than all the times it hadn't. It's like arguing when you're in the wrong until you turn out to be right, and the first time you talk back and that happens, possibilities for more seduce you. A gamble turns to passion for a bigger or brighter tomorrow. I held that idea in my book, throwing a gamble of hope in a book to maybe grant my wish, knowing it might not. Yet the act of doing it now has me here a year later writing a website of my own. The vague depression of being understood has minimized and grown more for self-understanding, as well as the goal of making everyone feel understood within as well. I hadn't felt loved until I loved myself, and now I won't feel seen until I fully open my eyes within myself. Yet leaving me unfulfilled with that reality if the world of sunshine had gone up in flames. So in ways of understanding and the desire to still try and make the world a better place, I started this website as a first effort to change you and the rest of the world into a happier and more tranquil reality of being uniquely the same. "Drowning is flight" is my project through my developing twenties on the philosophies of finding yourself, being known, and listening to everyone feel heard. I've been known to overcomplicate things my whole life and happen to enjoy that now. Sometimes to overcomplicate is to see something another hadn't and expand on outside the norm of possibilities. Like a sunflector and its millions of perspective rainbows. That's my life's idea, documenting the overcomplication of the idea of finding meaning since it naturally already is that for me: complicated. More so, to find newness and dive deeper into anything, the world has infinite perspectives to never run out of more ideas of meaning. from a place of being misread and undervalued—present, yet not fully understood. There is a persistent awareness of perception, as if existing under observation, where expression is quietly shaped by expectation.⋅๑•✦

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My goal is simple and direct: to create something that meets others where they are now. Not to resolve every feeling, but to reduce some, like the isolation. It gives an idea that even within uncertainty, there is direction, and within feeling definite, there are still ways of moving forward if you have to make the light at the end of the tunnel.𖤓☽

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Unplug your mind from the world to listen to your world to better know how to orbit around life's galaxy.≽^ • ˕ • ྀི≼

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